...it's been a while.

So it's been a while since I last wrote. I've returned to the love of my life and life is good. I'm getting married and life couldn't be more perfect, right? Not right... there is always something. Why? Because life isn't easy. Life is well, life. It sucks. But you should just take a day at a time. Some days are good and some days are not so good. But days are never "bad." Just not good. And it all depends on how you look at it. I am a pessimist by nature, which could be good sometimes as contradicting as that sounds, negativity being good. Ja! But seriously, life is so much better, even when not so good things happen, if you are positive. I work toward that everyday, even if others don't see my progress. Positivity. It seems like it would be easy right? But not to a born pessimist. But life must go on. And the day will end and a new day will begin. As long as you don't carry over the negativity from the previous day/night, it should be like beginning anew. DISCLAIMER: All the aforementioned is easier said than done. But don't give up, keep trying and things will get better.